1 of my greatest challenge ...

7hours later .....
1 of my great challenge of my life ....
EXAM !!!!!!

Power Engineering ... <-- why on earth there is such thing existed >.<

my last paper gonna be it .
i can tell u that, i just went for 25% of that subject,
dont be suprised , i cant either believe it ....
not because of 25%, but i cant believe i make it for 25% .... LOL~~

PS: oh no .. hopefully my parents aint gonna see this ...

thats why, now im having trouble coping it .
how im gonna pass this paper ????
BIG BIG BIG Question MARK !!!!

and after u know my problem, im amazed i still can write BLOG,
instead of study ....
an hour past, i cant read anymore ... my mind are FULLED, in FULLEST, FULL
just want to cool my mind now ...

PS: missing HOME !!! will miss ENGLAND soon .... >.<
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NEXT minor topic: i still cant get rid of my ex out of my mind,
i mean totally ... but hmm , guess wat, just left 5% ; her name cant out of my mind
i think because i din felt in love to another girl yet ....
after i think i fell, her name will gone forever .... PS:still sure she is one of my Good FREN

Regreted ...

My days here in UK are quite good and i do enjoyed..
but still now i just realize Engineering is not my desire...
i hope there is someone i could talk to,
it's hard when thing doesnt come in the right way...

I wont gave up, i wont waste my time just passig time,
i will do my very best for the course.
I always know that my family are always there for me,
thats why i wont dissapoint them.
there is still my little sis that needs my help very soon,
i was very happy i do can help her...
i think this is the push for me to continue and to work my way out of this ...

Oh God, please help me through for these coming years,
let me, at least after helping my sis to continue her studies...
i hope there is a great future for my sis,
and she will be more happier and blessed...

Things are gonna be bad in this time, where the world really rely on money.
hope that my family especially my sis will have her best time by having the best education,
and her future will be bright... no more worry for finding job...

Really regreted , i didn't do my best in my secondary...
can't really feel great things in my life....
just saw wicked things on me ....
hopefully my next generation wont be like me... LOL ~~

P.S sis, you always be the strenght for me, to go on.. but i think will ended when i found my forever partner >.< I love you and dad and mom.....

My New idol ..

YOON Eun-Hye !!!!

XD

so sweet , soo cutee ...

So YENG ~~~~

FELL IN LOVED d ... >.<

Hmmm ...

It's really a long long time ...
Everything change when time moves ...
Everything i once hope for, some reached , some fails ...

haiz ....

really dunno wat to say , life still goes on ...
just hoping that there are some sparks in my life somehow ...

do you feel that too ???
Bored ? Depressed ? Hopeless ? Helpless ?
why don't we just hang up, and have some talk ...
maybe we will do something special for ourselves :p
make our lives more meaningful ~~