1 of my greatest challenge ...

7hours later .....
1 of my great challenge of my life ....
EXAM !!!!!!

Power Engineering ... <-- why on earth there is such thing existed >.<

my last paper gonna be it .
i can tell u that, i just went for 25% of that subject,
dont be suprised , i cant either believe it ....
not because of 25%, but i cant believe i make it for 25% .... LOL~~

PS: oh no .. hopefully my parents aint gonna see this ...

thats why, now im having trouble coping it .
how im gonna pass this paper ????
BIG BIG BIG Question MARK !!!!

and after u know my problem, im amazed i still can write BLOG,
instead of study ....
an hour past, i cant read anymore ... my mind are FULLED, in FULLEST, FULL
just want to cool my mind now ...

PS: missing HOME !!! will miss ENGLAND soon .... >.<
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NEXT minor topic: i still cant get rid of my ex out of my mind,
i mean totally ... but hmm , guess wat, just left 5% ; her name cant out of my mind
i think because i din felt in love to another girl yet ....
after i think i fell, her name will gone forever .... PS:still sure she is one of my Good FREN

Regreted ...

My days here in UK are quite good and i do enjoyed..
but still now i just realize Engineering is not my desire...
i hope there is someone i could talk to,
it's hard when thing doesnt come in the right way...

I wont gave up, i wont waste my time just passig time,
i will do my very best for the course.
I always know that my family are always there for me,
thats why i wont dissapoint them.
there is still my little sis that needs my help very soon,
i was very happy i do can help her...
i think this is the push for me to continue and to work my way out of this ...

Oh God, please help me through for these coming years,
let me, at least after helping my sis to continue her studies...
i hope there is a great future for my sis,
and she will be more happier and blessed...

Things are gonna be bad in this time, where the world really rely on money.
hope that my family especially my sis will have her best time by having the best education,
and her future will be bright... no more worry for finding job...

Really regreted , i didn't do my best in my secondary...
can't really feel great things in my life....
just saw wicked things on me ....
hopefully my next generation wont be like me... LOL ~~

P.S sis, you always be the strenght for me, to go on.. but i think will ended when i found my forever partner >.< I love you and dad and mom.....

My New idol ..

YOON Eun-Hye !!!!

XD

so sweet , soo cutee ...

So YENG ~~~~

FELL IN LOVED d ... >.<

Hmmm ...

It's really a long long time ...
Everything change when time moves ...
Everything i once hope for, some reached , some fails ...

haiz ....

really dunno wat to say , life still goes on ...
just hoping that there are some sparks in my life somehow ...

do you feel that too ???
Bored ? Depressed ? Hopeless ? Helpless ?
why don't we just hang up, and have some talk ...
maybe we will do something special for ourselves :p
make our lives more meaningful ~~

Chinese Jews (joke of the day)

Oscar Weil and Benjamin Oppenheimer are Jews and were sitting in a Chinese restaurant in Shanghai .

"Oscar," asked Benjie, "Are there any Jews in China ?"
"I don't know," Oscar replied.
"Why don't we ask the waiter?"

When the waiter came by, Benjie asked him, "Are there any Chinese Jews here in Shanghai ?"
"I don't know sir, let me ask," the waiter replied, and he went into the kitchen.

He returned in a few minutes and said, "No sir. No Chinese Jews."
"Are you sure?" Benjie asked.
"I will check again, sir" the waiter replied and went back to the kitchen.
While he was still gone, Oscar said, "I cannot believe there are no Jews in China , our people are scattered everywhere."

When the waiter returned he said, "Sir, no Chinese Jews."
"Are you really sure?" Benjie asked again. "I cannot believe there are no Chinese Jews."
"Sir, I asked everyone," the waiter replied exasperated. "We have orange Jews, apple Jews, tomato Jews and grape Jews but no one ever hear of Chinese Jews! If you want, we have Chinese Tea.


LOL

Women as Explained by Engineers (for fun)

Personally, not to offend anyone ... just for fun ....

please dont hate me ...

Tomorrow ....

"Tomorrow" by Avril Lavigne.

Do you heard that song before ?
It's quite a big inspiration for me ....

"I try to believe you". The "YOU" can be anything ....
Your love one ? Your best friend ? Your most trusted playmate ? Your dearest family ?

It could be your career as well ....
It could be your own life ....

Sometimes we feel really sad about today, that's why , "tomorrow" exist.
Sometimes we got hurt from people we love, that's why, "tomorrow", the time heals.
Sometimes we felt disappointed, that's why, "tomorrow" is a new start.

I just want to say is ... There is always tomorrow .
if you hurt someone, tomorrow is the time to apologize.
if you disappoint about something, tomorrow expext better.
if you feel sad today, tomorrow start a new day.

There is always tomorrow, is GoD wonderful .